Is your life weird?

Take some time to think about whether or not your life is weird.

Did you think of the answer yet? Do you know the answer?

Yes. Your life is weird.

My life is weird because I am scared of checking my voicemail, opening mail, paying more than 50 dollars for anything no matter what it is, I always get tiny zits on my forehead scar, I can't even give it a try to want someone who wants me, I feel ugly I'm not ugly, I'm never actually home.. that the way air conditioning feels is how I feel for them, the way the trees on the side of the road look at night, the sound of a television playing in the other room, the spaces in a hardwood floor, the way it feels when someone dies, the way it feels to want die is how I feel for them.

Why is your life weird?

Overbites, underbites, gaps, crooked teeth, sharp teeth.. it changes the way people hold their mouth, and changes the sound of how their words come out. How their words look coming out. I am one hundred percent obsessed with the differences in people's teeth, and pronunciation of letters.

I keep having crushes - nothing will ever ever happen!



It's so crazy when you have felt so many people's bodies but you just remember how one person's body felt so strongly in some moment. And you just want it on your body again, especially your palms and fingertips, but it isn't going to happen maybe ever and then you go to sleep.

The first tape I made was really good, and the one I'm making now is stupid and lacking real expression. 8 or 9 tape recorders later, it's part of the curse.


I found a cassette by this band M (seen above) called the Official Secrets Act. They sound like Devo, only really campy. I really like Hyde and Zeke's in Gainesville. I really like one dollar records.

I think I am the most in debt out of everyone I know, I'm always freaking out inside, I'm reading and hermiting so I have less to freak out about.



I hope I meet a boy in Gainesville who is cute and nice to me.

Right?

GO MAGIC

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Check out Travis's podcast; my mixtape is going to be featured on it!

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http://www.buddyhead.com/high-school-record-the-movie

3very day my h3art skips so many beats, and it sinks - I try not to miss so many opportunities - I try not to time travel back in my mind - once my dream came true and a cute guy actually came into my lonely job - his name was Noah - I loved that, he sat down for a while and we talked, he loved me - we made plans and he ditched me - he asked what music I liked and I said Charlie Parker - I want to make hopeful art, art which creates hope - I want to start my second tape but can't make copies of the first - I want to have meaningful sex - I was so sick, the last few days when I blow my nose there is a lot of blood - actually it's mostly blood - I have four hardly working record players, where do I get them looked at - I'm crying!